self-abasement

I'm not pretty enough,
and yet I'm not cute too.
I always envy of those girls whose very pretty,
those girls whose really slim,
and those girl whose can attract many HOT guys.
And me,
I been tease that I'm really boylish,
and I don't even have my only once First love yet.
I'm very incompetent,
and yet I'm really unwise.
maybe I'm lazy,
or yet I'm can't memorize those that i had read,
I always can't get my result in flying colours.
People that always said that I'm self-obsessed,
actually I'm not,
I'm just want to get more attention among my friends,
so i did such stupid moves,
But then they just say that I'm moron,
what else can i do?try to get emo or else?
Perhaps i do try to suicide,
so that you guys only can put some attention on me.
guys,
i can like a guy that i even don't know who is he.
try to talk to him but can't.
BECAUSE of self-abasement,
that I'm not pretty,
I'm phat fat!
so what should i do,
i just can do nothing and continue to stare him.
Sometimes staring those couples walking down the street,
i felt depress,
i need pet,
i need a people that can let me feel that he do cherish me.
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my advanced birthday

As my birthday is on school day,
and no one is free at that day,
so Even help me to organize at this day.
I thought that we just celebrate at KBox,
and just for sing.
But suddenly some particular things happened,
that is my bestiess gave me such suprise,
they let me felt touched.
owh,
you guys are sooo lovely,
love you all<3
After K-Boxing,
we got to CC for a while,
and just wait for the time,
to watch JANGAN TEGUR.
When at the cinema,
we saw Even kissed her boy for many times,
OEHH,
it let us burst into laughter.
And the second thing,
there're only 5 chinese guys(Even+her boy,Tracy+her boy and me)
While my thought that there won't have any chinese watch this.
suddenly got one gang of young teens came in,
haha,
i saw a cute fellow there.

PS:dear besttiess,if i done something wrong,please forgive me,im not mean to tease you guys.SORRY!!

Confusing

hey hey hey,
it's time to
YUNNIE BLOGGING!!
actually what should i write??
i wanna to say something!!
that is
HIM!!
MY DEAREST HIM!!
who is study at Anderson school.
AND NOW.
i got to announce to my all pals...
that is,
i give up on him!
hahahhaha.
im sure that my pals thought im insane now.
but im not.
AS i dont know him for a long time.
AND.
i didnt have any chance to talk to him.
AND.
i knew that he wont like me.
SO.
I GIVE UP.
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